ダン蔵 got the 2nd vaccine of his pneumonia this morning. He had no problem with it the 1st time. But now his arm has a lump where slightly under he got the shot. It’s about 5 cm. And he has pain… His temperature is normal. However, I worry him. I asked him to go to the emergency. But, of course, he doesn’t like to go to a hospital…
ダン蔵が今朝、２度目の肺炎のワクチンを受けました。１回目の時は、何の問題も無かったんだけど、今、彼のワクチン注射をした場所のちょっと下が腫れて、５cm位のコブになってます。それで、痛みもあるそうです。熱はありません。でも、心配だから救急病院に行こうと言ったら、やっぱり行きたくないとの事。。。
Always these little things happen, but every time I am really feel bad and worry. However, I can nothing to do for him.
いつもこんな些細な事が起こって、その度に私は心配しますが何も彼にしてあげられません。
I am helpless. 私は無力です。
And I may be incompetent. そして、私は無能かも。
I have started to think about giving up my gallery. ギャラリーの経営を諦めようかと思い始めてます。
I want to spend my time on ダン蔵 as much as possible.
私の時間をできる限りダン蔵に使いたいです。
Sometimes he asks me about the meaning of life. I always answer him, you and me are together and happy.
時々彼は私に人生の意味を問います。私はいつも、あなたと私が一緒で幸せな事です。と答えます。